T H A N K Y O U . . .

As we stroll along together,
hand in hand,
a silent prayer goes unnoticed,
thanking God for your existence which is now food to my very soul.

Words cannot express the gratitude i hold for da concern, sacrifice and love dat have brought me this far into da world.

thank you so much...

doa....

Ya Allah seandainya telah Engkau catatkan
Dia milikku tercipta buatku
Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku
Titipkanlah kebahagiaan antara kami
Agar kemesraan itu abadi
Dan Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku Yang Maha Mengasihi
Seiringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini ketepian yang sejahtera dan abadi

Tetapi Ya Allah
Sekiranya Engkau telah takdirkan dia bukan milikku
Bawalah ia jauh dari pandanganku
Luputkanlah ia dari ingatanku
Dan peliharalah daku dari kekecewaan

Serta Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku Yang Maha Mengerti
Berikanlah aku kekuatan
Melontar bayangannya jauh ke dada langit
Hilang bersama senja nan merah
Agar aku bahagia walaupun tanpa bersama dengannya

Dan Ya Allah Yang Tercinta
Gantikanlah yang telah hilang
Tumbuhkanlah kembali yang telah patah
Walaupun tidak sama dengan dirinya

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku
Pasrahkanlah aku dengan takdirMu
Sesungguhnya apa yang telah Engkau takdirkan adalah yang terbaik buatku
Kerana Engkau Maha Mengetahui segala yang terbaik buat hambaMu ini

Ya Allah cukuplah Engkau sahaja yang menjadi pemeliharaku di dunia dan di akhirat
Dengarkanlah rintihan dari hambaMu yang dhaif ini
Jangan Engkau biarkan aku sendirian
Di dunia mahupun di akhirat
Dan janganlah Engkau menjuruskan aku ke arah kemaksiatan dan kemungkaran
Maka kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yang beriman
Supaya aku dan dia sama-sama dapat membina kesejahteraan
Hidup ke jalan yang Engkau redhai
Dan kurniakanlah padaku keturunan yang soleh

Amin...

if we really love someone, juz pray to Allah coz He is da only one that can fulfill our prayer....

behind our back.

sometimes when we hear something bad about us, dun simply get mad for why people say behind our back might haf da reasons why it is being talked behind us.... we might not easily accept if the people confront us and that is da reason why it is being talked without our knowledge... but i do believe dat the people who do so might not want to hurt our feeling... thus, it is only being talked just behind us....

n, i also believe dat the people have their own ways to let us know without hurting our feeling... n one of the ways include talking behind us so dat sooner or later, the thing will be exposed to us or in other words, eventually, it will also come to our knowledge.... i mean, when da thing being told to many people, somehow, it will easily be exposed to da person whom it may concern....

den, after da thing has come to our knowledge, dun simply judge da people doing so are da bad ones for we also need to ponder over da matter....wut we need to do is, analyze whether we really commit da thing dat has been said towards us... im sure dat people will not say behind our back if we were not doing it.... den, it shows dat we really commit wut is said towards us... den why must we get mad after knowing it... like i always write, juz be as rational as possible.... for being understanding about others is easier than to be understood...

just remember dat, somehow, everything happens for a reason... we must treat da thing as a turning point for us to change... da thing said might not be liked by other people... so, there is nuthin wrong for us to accept the truth n change for da better... erm.... last but not least, every cloud has a silver lining....

tobat maksiat

dengarlah hai sobat
saat kau maksiat
dan kau bayangkan ajal mendekat
apa kan kau buat
kau takkan selamat
pasti dirimu habis dan tamat
bukan ku sok taat
sebelum terlambat
ayo sama-sama kita taubat
dunia sesaat
awas kau tersesat
ingatlah masih ada akhirat
astafighrullahal’adzim

ingat mati, ingat sakit
ingatlah saat kau sulit
ingat ingat hidup cuman satu kali
berapa dosa kau buat
berapa kali maksiat
ingat ingat sobat ingatlah akhirat
cepat ucap astafighrullahal’adzim

pandanglah ke sana lihat yang di sana
mereka yang terbaring di tanah
bukankah mereka pernah hidup juga
kita pun kan menyusul mereka
astafighrullahal’adzim

* another song from waly band.